Holy Spirit bring me peace

I went to church again today. This was my second week and I was really looking forward to it. We had a healing ceremony, which was just what I needed because I was down with a really high fever.

When the pastor asked me if I had faith that God would heal me, I said yes. And I meant it from the bottom of my heart. So although I'm not fully recovered, I know that things will get better because my soul now belongs to God.

But physical pain isn't the only pain im going through right now. I try not to think of it but the emotional pain is slowly killing me. I'm really very bad at expressing serious thoughts and emotions so I always end up bottling up what I feel and putting on a facade. I only hope that in time, God's love will save me from everything. But till then, I'll try my best to be as strong as I can be.